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close your eyes and count back from TEN NINE been waiting all my life been waiting all my life EIGHT it's getting late it's never too late SEVEN it will happen it will happen SIX FIVE seconds left I am completely breathless FOUR not sure not sure loves me loves me not THREE seconds to go don't go don't go TWO seconds remain nothing ventured nothing gained ONE please stay...
no longer innocent
Nov. 12th, 2007 | 05:40 pm
self-explanitory, for the most part.
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love
Nov. 7th, 2007 | 06:44 pm
mercedes says:
i love you
mercedes says:
and i mean that as much as one possibly can through a word
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Aug. 31st, 2007 | 09:40 pm
ahhahhahh the funniest thing of my life just hapoend
i as realy high and im sitting her and i was in a drespped zxoned out mood and i just forgot what iwas saying and typed moon
but thast not it
i was feeling sad or somethin so i as like hunched backed and my face waw sagged like normal sag and then i gt really happy from the tv music and i SLOWLY striagthtened my back and then lifted my head
and ten smiled and tensed all my sheekcs it was amazing
i dont usualy ghet this high
i hope no one comes ome but my btrother
hly fuck my dad just called
i as realy high and im sitting her and i was in a drespped zxoned out mood and i just forgot what iwas saying and typed moon
but thast not it
i was feeling sad or somethin so i as like hunched backed and my face waw sagged like normal sag and then i gt really happy from the tv music and i SLOWLY striagthtened my back and then lifted my head
and ten smiled and tensed all my sheekcs it was amazing
i dont usualy ghet this high
i hope no one comes ome but my btrother
hly fuck my dad just called
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i didnt write this
Jul. 15th, 2007 | 12:01 am
Eternal Seconds
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life is hard, i guess
Jul. 2nd, 2007 | 01:54 pm
mood: 
worried
the first time we met i was intrigued.
you were small like me, people didn't believe your age.
we began to speak every day
which turned into every night until the early morning.
you told me all of your secrets
all of your insecurities
and i tried my best to make them go away
i wanted you to feel like the best
you made me feel the happiest id ever been
telling me the cutest things in the world
you told me you loved me.. and i loved you
you told me i was the only person you could talk to
you wrote me letters or emails in class
but when it started to get serious i freaked out.
and i pushed you away
...worst decision i've ever made.
now it's all different, and i dont understand you
exstacy? sleeping behind grocery stores? failing school?
you don't even take your medication
it really just scares me because i dont know whats going to happen
i dont want to know.
i just want to help you
i want to save you
and i want you to want me again..
im not angry when you blow me off
because i know, in spite of what people say
that you arent a bad person.. and you arent trying to hurt me
i know its just hard for you to get here.. i get it
but it still really hurts for me to get my hopes up
and this is so hard for me because
i dont know if i should even bother
but i cant bring myself to forget you.
i dont care what people say.
you could steal my money and burn down my house
and i know id still want you
no one can understand how we were before,
and no one could ever understand how i feel now.
you were small like me, people didn't believe your age.
we began to speak every day
which turned into every night until the early morning.
you told me all of your secrets
all of your insecurities
and i tried my best to make them go away
i wanted you to feel like the best
you made me feel the happiest id ever been
telling me the cutest things in the world
you told me you loved me.. and i loved you
you told me i was the only person you could talk to
you wrote me letters or emails in class
but when it started to get serious i freaked out.
and i pushed you away
...worst decision i've ever made.
now it's all different, and i dont understand you
exstacy? sleeping behind grocery stores? failing school?
you don't even take your medication
it really just scares me because i dont know whats going to happen
i dont want to know.
i just want to help you
i want to save you
and i want you to want me again..
im not angry when you blow me off
because i know, in spite of what people say
that you arent a bad person.. and you arent trying to hurt me
i know its just hard for you to get here.. i get it
but it still really hurts for me to get my hopes up
and this is so hard for me because
i dont know if i should even bother
but i cant bring myself to forget you.
i dont care what people say.
you could steal my money and burn down my house
and i know id still want you
no one can understand how we were before,
and no one could ever understand how i feel now.
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bring me back my you.
Jun. 26th, 2007 | 12:38 am
mood: 
pessimistic
okay so these are all songs from the same album which i can relate almost every line to my current sitation. i cant find the lyrics online so i am just writing what i think i hear. i know this is really really lame but its late and there's no one to talk to ahhahah
Does it Matter Now? - Peter Bjorn and John
it might be
against your will
but now you have to talk
you know you have to talk
your eyes red
________
you' re making it hard
i will not let go
i don't mean
to succeed
just need to hear you speak
to crack up now and speak
speak your mind
tell your faults
i can wait
or use force
i can waste all the time
that you need
to make clear
it really was wasted
it is strange
how you've changed
you've showed it all before
but this is beyond beyond
cant you see?
it's your loss
i see it in your eyes
not happy __(?)__ those eyes
careless or caring
they're hard to tell apart
with you, and where's your heart
in your chest
or in your in your head?
sketching the sceneries
writing plays
later on that we'll wreck
or be a part
but does it matter now ?
Start Making Sense - Peter Bjorn and John
i was drinking what you drank
still i dont feel good
not at all
not at all
i was having what you had
still i dont feel good
not at all
not at all
im prepared to take a stand
normal people talk
about it all
about it all
i decided to make sense
stop acting strange
never more
never more
Teen Love - Peter Bjorn and John
i hope everythings alright with you
maybe i should go and see about you
collect some love if you dont mind!
collect some love, if you want mine, oh!
my heart it grows
my heart it grows
ohhh
im falling
im falling in
im falling in love with you
i smile for a second
then its gone
when i realize im all alone
why is it so hard?
no i wont cry
oh so hard
no i wont cry, no
my heart it grows
i think it shows
ohhh
im falling
im falling in
im falling in love with you
carry me home the night is dark and alone
i think im done with all the peoples taking part
so ill move a little closer
if you dont mind
and i leave a mark on your face, if you dont mind
no no..no.. ohhh
im falling
im falling in
im falling in love with youuuu
would you ?